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Yo what up everybody you are listening to behind the baller podcast this is episode 98 I am your host Ben Baller not Ben humble

yo man we are getting really close like we are super close to episode 100 and even though right now I'm not feeling 100 I'd say I'm like 93% good but I'm always gonna keep it 100 but you guys

yo I hope you guys are feeling great I hope everything is good some very tough times ahead of us it is getting serious as a motherfucker out there

more serious than it was 3 4 months ago more serious than it was 5 months ago it is very for real I got my test results back from my cat scan no hemorrhage no swelling in the brain

it was definitely a little you know saw spasm going on that's okay just gotta take it easy overwhelmed with a lot of shit and I ain't a lot of you like a lot of random people would hit me up for small jobs and stuff and things like that

and we're gonna get into that in a second to how I got to just you know I'm blessed I gotta tell people though yo that's it like we got a chill

so again I have to be completely honest with you guys I did not want to miss the episode you know a week ago but I had no choice

so I can't guarantee you that there will be a week and wrap up this week I want that to be one but I can't guarantee there's gonna be one I really need to start some yoga and some meditation and shit

it's something different you know the doctor was telling me man he's like look man you have a guy in the freeway who's working really hard you have a guy who's selling fruits and a fruit stand pushing the shit

and outside all day and a hot sun you know thinking about his family trying to feed them you got a guy who's you know let's say working construction in the heat in Las Vegas

and you got those guys and some of these guys be pushing you know even in a hundred hours in a week like I'm dead as serious you know these people keep work ridiculous hours right

and their brains and their minds are causing the stress that I got and people are like yo why are you stressing you got money it's not about that I got so much going on I have a storm going on in my brain

and the stress and the mental like just the anguish that I got rolling around my brain is like 20 times that of somebody who's like a construction worker working in a hundred degree

we eat and doing manual labor whatever it may be it's got nothing to do with honorable work or anything it's just that when that person starts his job at 7 a.m.

and gets off at 7 p.m. and he's worked the day and he's busted his ass look man his job is done that's it he got to think about shit else that shit don't stop with me I'm working in my sleep I'm working the second I get up I got shit going on all the time.

So with that said I just got to figure it out you know and as of right now I'm planning to do it episode 99 this weekend and be weekend wrap up and then obviously next Thursday would be episode 100 but if for any reason there isn't one then episode 100 will be on the weekend

well I'm sorry I'd be in Monday it'll be the weekend wrap up and we'll just have the most epic fan questions ever will break down the year doing up you know 100 episodes

that's a huge milestone in podcasting especially to do it in the consistency that I have I'm not patting myself on the back I'm stating a 2 plus 2 equals 4 fact

I still haven't decided who the guest is going to be for episode 100 I had it down a couple people but then there's like politics and there's a lot of weird shit going on just kind of like with this Nick Cannon situation going on

and I have like one side saying one thing now the science saying something else but look man let's get into the show

so check it out people we are on semi lockdown again pretty much in Los Angeles don't go out unless you have to most businesses like obviously my store at the belly center my flagship I

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