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ποΈ 11 December 2020
β±οΈ 93 minutes
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0:00.0 | When you're sort of in a political war there are times you got to take sides and I definitely chose a side that was against the powers of the state. |
0:09.0 | That's what I guess the next third chapter is about here. |
0:12.0 | As that Dayton... I guess the next third chapter is about here. |
0:13.0 | As that Dayton was coming up, a very strange thing happened to my little nonprofit. |
0:20.0 | We got audited by the IRS. |
0:24.1 | And I had gotten to a point where I just |
0:26.5 | was starting to have a breakdown. |
0:30.0 | I had this negative thoughts playing in my head. |
0:34.3 | I had nothing else to give. |
0:36.9 | I'd lost my identity. |
0:38.5 | I had rolled out of bed from being a patient who was sick |
0:42.1 | and sort of this mom raising her children from her couch in her bed. |
0:46.3 | To this advocate that was supposed to be strong and took on the LDS Church and one and took on the legislative body and one. |
0:57.0 | All these things that I had accomplished, they didn't feel like anything to me. |
1:02.8 | I can't feel like anything to me. |
1:06.0 | I can't feel with the anguish anymore. I can't feel the loneliness anymore. |
1:08.5 | I can't feel with the anger and the hatred I have |
1:11.5 | for a church that has taken over a state and there's no way to pull them away from things. |
1:18.0 | And I find myself on a suicide hotline because I'm nervous to continue that night alone. |
1:27.0 | At least let's see what this catamine stuff will do. |
1:31.0 | Maybe that will help with the depression. |
1:36.8 | I found myself drifting in and just embracing the medication. The visual that I had, the experience that I had, were these sort of snippets of conversations with each person. |
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