I feel like your soul has a toxic hold on me.

No matter how hard I try to escape, I can't break free.

Running in place trying to grab the beautiful memories from the beginning dangling in front of me, but I can never catch them.

Sitting in silence, practicing for the hundredth time, exactly what I say, when I tell you I'm done with this shit, I'm tired of trying this clear you won't change.

You touch me and then we start our toxic cycle all over again.

You know my body better than I do.

In the moments of me giving you the most intimate parts of me, I felt loved, I felt adored and right after you come, I laid it feeling worse than I did before.

I wish I could understand what your soul is saying through your heartbeats, through the way that you touch me.

Yet a man of many talents, the only thing you never mastered was how to love me.

I'll be gone by the time you read this letter.

I don't even regret me to yield.

I only wish I would have listened the first time I promised myself I was leaving you.

So sincerely yours.

The girl you never loved.

Welcome back to episode seven with self-care and chill with Molly.

Yes.

So I miss you guys. I don't think I dropped it ever so since I've been back from Atlanta from my Atlanta show, which was really great.

It felt so good to be performing in front of people with not being able to perform since March due to COVID.

So the last time I've even been in front of people performing was the beginning of March, because the ones the shows that I had towards the end were all canceled.

I was able to recharge off the love. I felt so happy having people that flew in to see me in Atlanta.

People that had never seen me perform before. Even though even on my set was a little short, I still was super grateful to be in the room where people who appreciate what you do.

So that was really nice just to give you a little catching up on what I've been doing for the last couple days if you care.

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