Good morning family. Welcome back to It's Me Tanks. How are you guys? Happy Monday. I hope everyone had a

stupendous weekend. I

Had such a chill week last week and by the way, I decided I'm gonna do a new mini segment and it's gonna be random

It's not gonna be planned. It's called what's wrong with tanks because I want you guys to remember that there's a lot of things that are wrong with me

to even though I give out a lot of advice. I need a lot of advice too and you know what I realized is that I am addicted to

living at a certain level of

stimulation and my mom, you know, has said this about me since I was younger. She's like you just like to live like completely

100 miles per hour at all the time and you don't you know, you don't like to just have a quiet week and it's true and and it's you know

That's good and bad and I was maybe gonna go to Paris last week and then I ended up not going so we had a very chill week

And I was like, okay, I'll just rest and relax and what have you and I just it makes me uncomfortable

It is partially to do with mr. anxiety. I

Don't know how to fix that. I have a note to to talk to my therapist about it

But I just it kind of makes me feel weird especially because I was coming off of such a few busy weeks and

Traveling and then just to be alone and my boyfriend's in Paris right now

So I was you know wanted to be with him of course and maybe that's a little bit of a part of it too

soft launch the boyfriend

on

AMA last Thursday and you know what so funny when I was on Chelsea Handlers podcast

I was asking for her advice and you know, she was like do you have anything you want to ask me and I said

How do I know when to tell my community about anyone?

I'm dating because I took a year off from telling you guys about my dating life because I was so scarred from

Last year being cheated on and it feeling so public and just feeling messy and honestly feeling very

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