I'm Jodie Moore from Bold New Mom.

This is episode number 56 when your faith is wavering.

Hello, welcome.

Thanks for joining me today, episode number 56.

I have to tell you, I'm kind of nervous to talk to you about this topic.

Because it's such an important one and I want to handle it appropriately, I wrote my outline.

I usually read an outline when I do my podcast.

When I sit down to write the outline, I usually already have a pretty good idea of what

I want to share with you.

I'm just kind of, you know, making sure that it makes sense and what order I want to go

in.

And I wrote this outline last night.

I don't know what time it was, but my husband was waiting for me to finish so that we

could watch scandal because it's what we do at night.

My husband and I, we are kind of late to the game and so we're just now getting really

into scandal.

And so we watch a couple episodes every night.

And anyway, I wrote this outline and then later on after I was done watching scandal and

couldn't go to sleep, I kept thinking about it and just feeling like it's not right.

There's something not right about it and I need to rewrite it.

So I rewrote it today.

And now I'm recording this for you, but the reason it's been such a struggle is because

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