Hi guys, good morning. Welcome back to It's Me Tangs. Hi family. How are you? I'm pre-recording

this because I will be busy with Fashion Week and also I pre-recorded it last week but

I'm doing it again. I just am doing my thing where I'm having a lot of self-doubt. I

think it's a perfect storm of a couple of things. First of all, PMS-ing, so you know,

brain is just not feeling normal. Second of all, Fashion Week is so exciting and I'm

honored, honored to be going. I'm seriously so grateful but it's quite anxiety-inducing just

because it's quite high stakes and it feels like, okay, you know, you put in all this time

and effort and your teamwork's really hard and then you go and I don't know, I always

get nervous before things that I'm excited for too. I don't know if anybody else feels

that way. You know, even when I would go to formal events in college, I would always get

really nervous on the day. I have no idea why. I think I've just spoken about this before

I have a hard time regulating any emotion so that's why when I say I feel deeply it's,

you know, everything just hits me harder, the highs and the lows and I know a lot of

you relate to that. And then the other thing is the Forbes top creator list came out and

I was on it and I was freaking out. I mean, I was such an honor beyond but I honestly

it gave me imposter syndrome in reverse. If that makes sense, like I have to, I felt like,

wow, everything I do needs to be even more perfect now because people are going to be

watching and I just felt like, whoa, I'm in such an incredible company with the people

on this list. It's kind of insane. So I've just been feeling like, I need to do it again.

I need to pre-record. I need to do it again. And I always feel badly because I make my

producers go a bit nuts. But sometimes we all have those moments. I'm trying to just

give myself grace. It's, you know, it's one thing to cut yourself slack, but it's, it's

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