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Oh my God.

Oh, my God.

Yo.

I think my anxiety is through the roof today, the way this is a psa um hi baddies there's been a lot happening today we had so many technical difficulties

and me and jess are way too dumb to figure out

like anything.

I feel like we start every episode like this.

I feel like we're always apologizing, but that's fine.

Sorry, we're annoyed.

We've been recording for an hour, but we got no video or audio.

We got no.

All right, Baddy.

So this episode, you can just call me Jess Hottie walters because um this is a hard hitting interview

it's a hard hitting for sure we have a guest today somebody that we never thought you'd ever let you

talk to uh-huh ever i don't even think we'd ever let anybody know that he existed probably yeah yeah i don't know how

we convinced tracy to do this but we did um and um pretty much i don't even know how to start this

right i would say pretty much um when i got divorced or I got separated, I pretty much said like I'm literally never getting in another relationship. I'm just not going to do it. I'm never going to feel anything for anybody. I was so fucking damaged and so cut off from like the world and my feelings. I was like empty and hollow and all that. And I just thought I was

never going to give myself even the opportunity to like open up to somebody again.

She was rock bottom. I don't think you can get worse than you were then. And yeah, she rekindled

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