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The Messy Table with Jenn Jewell

EP. 42 | Rachel Leslie [Embracing Goodbye]

The Messy Table with Jenn Jewell

Jenn Jewell

Religion & Spirituality, Christianity

5641 Ratings

🗓️ 30 October 2018

⏱️ 70 minutes

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Summary

Some goodbyes are expected and necessary, while others are abrupt and excruciating. At one point or another, we've all faced goodbye—to a season, relationship, or dream.
In this soul-piercing episode at The Messy Table Podcast, Rachel Leslie is sharing her perspective on embracing goodbye. Goodbye to a fabricated perfection and filtered dreams. Goodbye to striving for God's approval instead of basking in His grace. And a heart-wrenching goodbye like no other—to her precious daughter, Audrey Claire, who graced this world for 81 days.
Though it's not goodbye forever, it is goodbye for now. Yet Audrey's legacy, through her mama's words, somehow gives us a glimpse into heaven, a spark of clarity, and the vital reminder that this world is not our home.

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0:00.0

Hey guys and welcome to the messy table, an ordinary space for real women, imperfect stories, and the God

0:21.8

who's constantly at work in our mess. Whether it's your first time here or you've joined us for all 42

0:27.2

episodes, we absolutely consider it an honor and privilege to gather together to intentionally

0:32.3

share how God's met us in the trenches and to pause to remember in the midst of this crazy,

0:37.0

busy world,

0:38.2

what matters most? Well, I am Jen Jewel hosting this podcast, which airs a brand new episode

0:43.8

every other Tuesday. The messy table is partnered with My Church, Life Church, and our women's

0:48.3

ministry sisters. We're also huge fans of the U-Version Bible app, God's Word in our pockets,

0:53.7

wherever we go.

0:55.1

If you don't already have it, you are totally missing out and should download that for

0:58.5

free today.

0:59.8

While you're at it, you can subscribe to the messy table with one click of a button, and then

1:03.4

it comes straight to your phone.

1:04.8

It's great.

1:05.8

But wherever you're from, whatever specific church you might be associated with, or even if you're still wrestling with the

1:11.2

idea of a God, you're welcome to wrestle here. And here we are passionate about one name,

1:17.0

the name of Jesus. The name we believe is above all others, the one who created and pursues

1:22.1

our very souls. So, we all like happy stories, don't we? We like fairy tale endings.

1:28.6

We like knowing the answers to our hard questions.

1:31.1

We like our lives to stay wrapped up nice and tidy with a big, sparkly bow.

1:35.3

But there are some moments, some people, some experiences that show up unexpectedly, and they

1:41.1

don't exactly play by the rules.

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