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Yo yo, was good BTB Army. Welcome to another brand new episode of the world famous award winning award

nominated behind the baller podcast coming to you live from the city of angels aka the home of the

dry by this show is brought to you by the podcast producers of the decade not decade yet motherfucker

from tired of saying podcast producers of the year the all mighty dust brothers that's miles Davis and Jordan

winter I am your gracious not humble host Ben baller aka the Korean Chevy Chase aka the wash Lord aka

Mr. Bad back aka the Grinch who stole Wilshire Boulevard guys gals we are six days away from Christmas

I'm keep 100 man I keep walking in the shopping malls and shit and just like thinking about like just random things I'm like yo the

fuck is going on why is this so crowded why is this and that and how the fuck is the airport fucked up and I'm just delusional

because the holiday season is here fuck coming it's here right it's been here there's a Christmas tree that's shit all in the garage

all kinds of fucking just thing going on and I'm just I'm not ready for it as a dad of three kids who are speaking

I feel like I'm not doing enough and I'm doing a lot there should be more surprises and certain things but we spend Christmas in the

Bay every year and it's just a lot you know it's like it's hard you know my kids are really spoiled and I don't mean to say that

remind you guys just saying like they're blessed you know I wouldn't want any other way and in a way maybe it

prepares them to just I don't know man maybe they'd be more grateful if things were separated just for the birthday but the

birthdays we go hard for them but like Christmas you know usually there's a bunch of presents under the tree and certain things

that get it but now they really get it now so I'm just like I don't know I'm fucked up but I'm gonna tell you this Christmas this year might break me

because financially this year was not great for me now was it good it was all right I cut spending down quite a bit

you know my spending is still more than you know if we take out like 2018 to last year

okay it's worse than the average of my life if not the majority of my life but you know 2018 19 and 20 even

those pandemic I went crazy I didn't want to fucking I offset the pandemic Christmas this year is gonna be a

motherfucker just I'm a generous man I take care of people I speak about that while I'm

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