You know, my memory is blocked with a lot of that. I would love to know what happened.

I would love to be able to talk to guys who can remember, but I had become an animal, really.

I didn't have feelings. When you have so many around you that are killed, you don't

have time to mourn for them. You don't have time to worry about them. You can't think about them.

And this could be somebody that you just had sea rations with an hour earlier. And now they're

gone. And if you don't stay focused on what you need to do, you're going to die too.

And you just, and it happened so much in such a short period of time that I had no feelings

towards it.

I really had become dead inside.

There was another, I want to give another good segment from this interview.

I was listening to it as I was driving today.

It being Memorial Day, it seems, or Memorial Day tomorrow, Memorial Day weekend.

Play this one, I won't play the whole thing, but you'll get the gist of it.

I was in the Central Highlands, which is primarily hilly jungle, mountainous areas.

And sometimes we were in what was called three canopy jungle, which are three layers of vegetation.

It was very thick, and we would use machetes when we were in that type of vegetation.

Generally, we tried to get around that vegetation because it was so hard to go through.

When we would move through the jungle, you'd have what was called a point man.

The point man would be the guy that was out front, first guy to get killed.

And what he would do is he would move along and try to

of course find the enemy before they found us that he would also try to find a

path that we could move that was in the direction we needed to go that would be a

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