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Welcome back to an episode of Pillow Talk with Allie Michelle.

I am your host, Ali Michelle.

This episode is rough.

I've spent the last 24 hours crying and wondering why I'm sure as many other,

I'm sure as many of you are asking the same question as to why. A man who just preached the gospel, who loved God, who did nothing but just voice his opinions, and some may have not agreed with him, but that's the point of America,

is to talk about our differences figure out a happy medium not be shot in cold blood in front of a group of students that were there to learn about

him learn from him who adored and admired and looked up to him.

Charlie has made a huge impact in America.

And it's very hard to find the words right now.

I, as a mother and as a wife have i grieve and i feel horrible that america let her down and this monster ripped and robbed her from the love of her life the father of her children

their children and they were so young he was turning 32 in october he is literally two months younger than me

you guys two months younger than me. You guys, two months younger than me. He didn't deserve his fate.

And as someone who struggles with their religion and trying to find God, I too for a second ask the

question, why God? Why him? I'm literally sitting here next to my bed, on my floor, between my wall and my bed, recording this podcast, asking why.

And then I remember the journey I'm on, and it wasn't God that took him. It was a monster that

that ripped Charlie from his family and ripped him from his mission and the movement that he

created.

I am not going to act like I know him personally because I don't, as a lot of us don't know him personally, but he connected with us.

We watched him, we felt as if we knew him just watching our phone screens the televisions i charlie did

something to us all he connected us all it's so hard to explain it's kind of like this it's kind of like

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