What's up guys? Welcome back to the pod. Hope you had a great week. Happy Friday to all.

Oh my god guys I just finished weightlifting again and I'm not going to lie to you I hate it I

I find it very difficult I am not strong I really want to get like I want to shape my body. It's very difficult for me and I find it boring. I'm not going to lie to you.

Okay, this is just my opinion. I don't want to discourage anybody from doing it and the other day when I said on Instagram oh you know I'm just learning the proper way to do a squat everyone's like oh show us and I'm like I have no interest in being a fitness influencer or like even a fitness inspo or like whatever I

encourage you all to chase your goals but I need to be real with you I fucking hate it and I

also hate it because there's nowhere to hide and it's really funny because when I did my first session,

the head trainer was like, I feel like you're the type of person who likes to go to a group workout class because you can kind of like

fuck around in there. And I was was like you're exactly right that's correct

Okay, I also like group workout classes because I do as cheesy as it sounds love the community and I like to feel I don't know it just feels nice to be with other people especially when I'm in

fucking in LA and I'm in my house by myself and there's nobody around it's nice to feel like you you know you have people around whatever

but when I go to a group class,

I just obviously don't do it right.

So I really challenge myself, look,

I signed up for three fucking months, so I'm doing it, all right right I just find it so boring I I hope

that it's the type of thing where you push through and you go to the other side

and it's rewarding I got recommend but to this gym because Chloe last year set herself this challenge and she gives me

hope because she said she nearly quit like five times at the beginning and then

she pushed through and she got really ripped and if Chloe can do it I can do it but I just find it really

hard I'm also so fucking sore it hurts so bad like I don't know what to do. I feel so sore. I can barely walk. I had to take Advil this morning just so I could go to the

fucking workout. I don't know. I don't know you guys. But anyway, I'm back on the back on thing and then the other thing is I feel like I'm more hungry when I work out and I'm like I feel I always do this loop in my head where I'm like why I'm even doing this like it's better just go on my walks and like eat light and whatever blah blah blah but I'm sticking to it I'm really really dedicated even though I'm finding it really really difficult and hard so that's that had an amazing weekend with Brian in

Sun Valley and it's so important to go see your best friends and spend time with them and I I want to talk about something for a second

scheduling as an adult is an extreme sport and I'm having this issue with all my friends right now because post-CO

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