What's up guys? Welcome back to the pod. Thank you to everyone who has been telling me that I don't have

influencer voice. You have no idea how hard I'm trying. I'm also working super hard on my vocal fries, so thank you for the positive

feedback on that. Tanks Miss is finally over. I hope you all enjoyed it. It's a massive relief to me that it's done. I don't want to be negative, but I have to say.

I wanted to feel more of like a holiday spirit with Tink Smith's but instead I felt like

I don't know like a little disheartened and it's it's so tough because with everything on

social media the negative parts just stick so much harder

than the positive parts because like most people are amazing and they loved it and

they had fun and there was so many winners and the the brands were like out of this

world this year like incredible prizes and I was so excited about you know all the

prizes and everything but just people were really I don't know they were just

writing me these long messages about why they should win why they thought that there should be a new

system they were worried that it wasn't fair after I had you know spoken ad nauseum about

how the brands pick the winners and it's all random and like you know you can be

private or public it doesn't matter this isn't about a follower thing and I don't know it's just I was a little bit sad but again I know that that's just only a few annoying people and most of you are nice and just wanted to enter and

wanted to win so that's just life I guess I went to the oh my god my my friend

text me and she said do you want to she said I listen to the

pod episode on Friday the one about sex where I don't even think I sounded

sad and she was like you sound really sad do you want to come up and see me in San Francisco?

And I was like, fuck, do I sound that sad? Jesus. So I'm going to try not sound sad today, even though it's not a serious topic, but we're going to get into it. So you'll see.

Anyway, I went to the Goop holiday party last night,

which was really fun and cute and, you know,

nice to see everybody in a more g-label.

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