Before we get started with the episode, I want to talk to you. I just want to talk to you. I'm

home right now. It's the morning before I release the episode. And I am very conflicted. I have been

releasing the episodes every Tuesday, right? And everything is going the way it's supposed to go.

And the episode is ready to go. And I didn't release it. I have been struggling with, you know,

where to go next with this episode, with this podcast, I should say, where to take it. Who am I?

Who am I? What am I supposed to be here for? And I held on to the

episode and I've been really struggling for the past week. Then I go to church on Sunday. But when I

tell you, God and therapy, I go to church and there is a series that's going on right now at

Journey Orlando, Journey Church. And it's about like questions, like questioning God.

And this week, it was about who am I, right? And as I'm reading the notes that I wrote during

church, because I love writing notes during church, I don't know who this woman is. I don't know who I am right now.

I don't know who I'm turning into because notes were not my thing. I used to actually pay people

in school for notes.

So he reads the entire story, Exodus 3, 1 through 11, and it's really the burning bush, Moses, being called.

But the name of the sermon on Sunday was, who am I? And it was a question on identity and why are you in this world? So why am I here

right now? So many things have shifted for me. And the name Pivot with Purpose with this podcast,

I didn't know why I changed. I knew I felt uncomfortable. I knew shit I'm 30 was no longer serving me.

But where am I going with all of this? So it's not really a question of who are you, but really

who am I? God is like telling me, you know, where I'm going, but I'm not hearing. I'm not

understanding because I'm questioning so much. So he says, you know, we question ourselves,

am I enough? Questions we ask ourselves, will I be enough to deliver people? Am I savvy enough for business? Am I talented enough? Am I worthy of love? These are all questions that I'm asking myself while he is preaching. And what makes me insecure? What makes me feel like I can't do what I'm doing? And it's because this is all new to me. This is not where I expect it to be. And for me, it feels like, man, it's been like six months a year since my breakup, since this move back home. It's been two months. It's been two months. And it's been two very, very difficult months because it feels like every day that I wake up, there's new,

something new, some more BS, some more, just more pain and more hurt. So I want to,

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