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Welcome back to another episode of Probably a podcast. This episode is very special. It's

probably a pregnancy podcast. The alliteration is fantastic. I am sorry that this took me so long

to get out to you guys, but a bitch is busy. A bitch is booked and busy. A bitch is

is pregnant. So like, you know, it's just taking a second. So anyways, we are currently on tour.

We are in a gorgeous hotel room in Washington, D.C. We're slowly losing light. So I'm going to,

I'm going to really not keep this short. So I actually already told Courtney this might end up having

to be two episodes because you guys asked a lot of questions, a lot of the same questions. So I really actually, you guys would be so proud of me. Like I not only like filtered these into a notes app. I also put them in order of how I thought it like genuinely made sense to answer the questions. So in order of operations, we're going to start with the most asked question. That is going to be about like my TTC journey. For those who are listening who don't know what that means, I didn't literally until I was trying. And then I was like, what the fuck is TTC? It means trying to conceive. Now, the number one question was, were you trying to conceive or was this planned or was this an accident, a happy accident, a miracle, you know, all the things you want to call it. So, which is actually funny because like my mom and my dad, like not, not one single

one of us, three kids were planned. Like, not a one. So, yeah, anyways, I absolutely was trying

with my husband James, that that was the guy that I was trying with. And yeah, we were trying since before the wedding.

Now, I wasn't like trying my damnedest. I wasn't like doing the L.H trips and like being really,

really on top of it. But we, you know, we're just getting a graphic here for say, we stopped

pulling out like two months before the wedding because I was like, if it happens, it happens.

Now everyone told me like

be careful like be careful because are you sure you'd want to be like they did the math like you know

six weeks pregnant at your wedding or eight weeks pregnant on your honeymoon and I was like you guys

I'm fine I don't care I don't have to drink on my like honeymoon I don't have to drink at the wedding

the way I was so fucking dumb like the way you really just don't understand

like being pregnant until you are, you think you know. And I'm really not trying to be some like,

whatever. You won't know until you know, but like it is just one of those things in life that you

don't get until you're physically in it. You can empathize with people. You can, you can have,

you know, sympathy and you can have compassion to watch

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