I let myself want what I want and I let myself want it so bad it sometimes hurts

and then I believe with everything in me that if I wanted it is literally what I meant to do on the planet

and heaven and earth will move so I can have it so I can achieve it so I create it like I believe that.

Hey, loves. It is Amanda.

So happy to hang out with you guys today. I mean, one of my core beliefs of my life

is that I believe our desires are from the divine. Our desires were literally placed in us in our hearts and our souls by God. The Bible says, and God will give you the desires of your heart. Some people take that to me. He will give them to you,

gift them to them, give them to you, grant them to you. I think that's an accurate interpretation.

I also think it means he literally gives them to us. He put them there. So I've decided many,

many years ago, I was in my early 20s when I decided to kind of lock in this belief. I didn't know what locking in a belief was at the time.

I just knew I resonated with the idea.

I was on the phone with a girlfriend.

We were talking about God.

We're talking about desires.

We were both young.

Didn't know what we were doing.

I was still working in ministry.

This was a long time ago.

And she was like, I just think our desires are safe guidance. And it like really stayed with me. Like, I trust in my desires. So that doesn't mean any random fleeting desire necessarily. We can

have like a random want or random inkling that doesn't feel like it's coming from the depths of

our soul of our heart, from our nowhere, of that place in us we can really trust. But I really

believe in my heartfelt desires the things I really

really really really want that doesn't mean that my superficial desires aren't valid and worthy

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