So, because I am nervous, when I'm nervous, some of you don't know this, some of you do,

I've had a philosophy for a couple of years now.

A therapist gave it to me, and it's been serving me rather well.

It's called steer into the fear. It's based on

the principle of skidding when you're driving, actually. When you're driving and you hit a puddle

and you lose control and you fish tail in your car, what you're supposed to do is steer in the

direction that you're skidding to regain control. It's very counterintuitive. What you want to do is hit the brakes,

but that's the worst thing you can do. You want to keep going the speed that you're going

and turn your wills into the direction that you're losing control,

and that'll help you regain control.

And so I've been taking the same philosophy since about 2015 in a way that therapist is very responsible for the Grey Knight

because at the time I'm doing radio work but it's not the Grey Knight stuff.

And I don't really have the And I don't really have the,

I don't really have the courage at this point. Uh-oh. I don't really have the, oh my go,

that should be both recordings. I don't really have the, the courage or the conviction

to be the Grey Knight.

And nor is that like an idea in my head.

Like that's just some erotica I wrote years ago in 2015.

And my therapist says, you know, you've made a living all these ways doing entertainment stuff.

Like you basically keep living two lives.

You keep living a sales life at a corporate place

and you keep doing entertainment stuff, but you keep making money.

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