Welcome back to another episode of Enthusiastically Spiritual, I'm Teresa.

So the universal truth of I am free is a biggie for me and recognizing that having the freedom to make choices for our own

journey is very important and that's a freedom that we all share and a universal truth that rings two for everyone.

So you know the uniqueness of what we choose for ourselves, that's part of the freedom that is

really exciting, doing what we want. Cho choices that we are ultimately going to learn and grow from,

places to explore all these aspects of having freedom to make the choices that we want to make for our journey.

And as souls, the only journey that we have control over is our own journey.

And what ultimately others do is their call and ultimately they have to work with the outcomes and the pathways that they may have chosen for themselves.

And this has been a toughie for me, especially around my loved ones.

So I have two children, and just like most of you, I didn't have a manual that said this is how to allow

others around me to have their journey oh no I tried to influence and guide others

to be part of my journey and this created quite the perfect storm.

I mean looking back at it, can you say helicopter parent? Yeah, that was me. Can you say

control freak and wanting to control everything around my children in the

family? Yep, that was me. So that perfect storm resulted in after my divorce in 2017 a shift in

those around me. One of my children to this day hasn't spoken to me. The other one came back into my life for a while and

the once again left. And as I reflect back at this time frame where the people around me, you know, the journeys that ultimately is

their choice and what a hot energetic mess I was back in the days when I had my family and didn't understand how to work with my

energy or have that bigger picture about my journey as a soul and their journeys as a soul.

And that hot energetic mess, I did speak about that in episode 69 of season

one and that episode is all about my energy and how I had a heck of a time learning how to control what I was feeling on

the inside for my journey and how it came out through the outside of me through getting

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