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Colleen, welcome to the program.

Hi, Dr. Loha. Hi.

I am a very, very long time listener.

I'm listening to you since I was about 18 when I lived in California and we would drive up to my mom's house in Concord.

Anyway, thank you.

That is the reason I am calling it.

I still have every day where I am still a victim of the result of my childhood and being what I consider like neglected and abused.

And what's resulting in that and what I still see to the stage is that I can't get enough stuff accumulated like I have enough to live on.

But it's still like not enough.

You've never turned yourself into a giving person.

I am giving, but I think no.

No, you've never turned yourself into a giving person.

And that's why this is persisted.

I have a century.

Instead, it's about feeding me.

Yeah.

Feeding me, feeding me as opposed to taking whatever it is you do have in your heart.

And going out and helping rescue cats and dogs, helping in orphanages, helping in old age homes, helping teach something to the deaf, to the blind, to the something.

I mean, there are so many things you could be doing with your life other than taking the time every day.

Do you imagine if we added up the time every day, you spent on this, in your whole life, how much time it's like somebody else's lifetime.

You've wasted.

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