Lemonnotta.

Hello everyone.

I feel like I sound sick. I'm not sick.

Anyway, I'm feeling good.

Today I want to talk about friendships, more specifically ending friendships and all that comes with that. You're going to be here. I'm 31 as of this recording and I have I've had a few

I'm 31 as of this recording and I have I've had a few really close friendships in my life, very, very, very close

friendships. Like the inseparable, you see them just about every day you tell them everything they tell you

everything like just the really kind of enmeshed friendships whatever you when you think

like a best friend when you're really little,

and you're like, oh my goodness, they're my best friend and all the hopes and dreams

that you have that come with that friendship of just like being so so so close and tight tighten it and that feeling, that's like what I had with a couple friends,

to the point where it was, you know, it was co-dependent, I would say, for both of them.

So both of these people had actually met when I was like very young teenager,

maybe 13, 14 kind of thing 15 at the most and the friendships

lasted until my mid-20s and then both friendships kind of dissolved in my in my mid-20s and both of them are

are sweet lovely people. I just got to this place.

So one of them was a very kind of misery loves company thing

where we would complain a lot.

That was kind of the basis of our friendship and I like to think we both, you know, we definitely had a sense of humor about the things that we were experiencing. We weren't just sitting there like, you know, woe is me on top of what was me.

It was, we'd complain about real time shit

that was happening in our lives in a way

that was, that would make us both just crack up.

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