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🗓️ 30 August 2021
⏱️ 93 minutes
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0:00.0 | I was just this Lanky Asian nerd who played chess. |
0:02.5 | Aaron Manie. |
0:03.4 | He's one of the UK's most successful, ever YouTubers. |
0:08.1 | I was getting some sort of sick thrill out of seeing the numbers go up, |
0:11.3 | so I made one video every single day for at least six months. |
0:15.8 | It drove me to the point where I, one time I just broke down crying on camera. |
0:19.6 | I never published that, but I have a photo which I sometimes look back on. |
0:23.4 | To remind me of like what it took. |
0:26.8 | There's some things about you that you can't fix, |
0:29.2 | and I think you just have to be very mechanical about them and be like, |
0:32.1 | this is me, I have good things and I have bad things, |
0:34.7 | but the bad things I can't change. |
0:36.8 | I'm going to lean on the things that are good about me, fix the things I can fix, |
0:40.8 | and the rest is life. |
0:43.2 | Emotionally, physically, just exhaustion. |
0:45.7 | I think is how I'd put it. |
0:47.1 | Very, very tired. |
0:48.2 | I was actually a bit of a pivot point in my career because I sat down like, |
0:51.2 | this isn't actually what I wanted. |
0:53.0 | It was a realization that I've actually, you know, |
0:55.0 | my channel's growing, all these metrics are looking up, |
0:57.2 | but this isn't, you know, my brain. |
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