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🗓️ 19 July 2021
⏱️ 126 minutes
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0:00.0 | I've gone from 200 followers on Instagram to 1 million in nine weeks. |
0:04.0 | I just had tasted the failure so much that I wanted that success. |
0:08.0 | One of the biggest things was going back to work. I went back to A&E. |
0:12.0 | I am working in a position where I'm the recessed department of a very busy hospital in A&E, in London. |
0:18.0 | The maternity rate with COVID is around 1%. |
0:20.0 | I am seeing that percentage of people who are these sickest who are in the hospital. |
0:24.0 | I could hear in his voice instantly that something really bad happened. |
0:28.0 | I just had straight away like who's who's died. |
0:30.0 | It was weird the whole world closed in. |
0:32.0 | I can't explain it sounds very dramatic. |
0:34.0 | It was like almost a spot that came onto me that moment and I was like no, it can't be. |
0:38.0 | I just couldn't believe it. That's the thing about suicide or you know, about when these things happen. |
0:42.0 | It can happen out of nowhere and if everyone around that person is that guilt that you carry I think forever. |
0:48.0 | Asking staff honestly, when is the last time you genuinely sat down? |
0:52.0 | I thought about what you want to do and what actually is your purpose? |
0:55.0 | What makes you happy? And if you haven't done it in the last year or so, do it. |
0:59.0 | We had a phone call again and she said it's back. |
1:03.0 | I'm going to watch a mean as if the cancer's back. |
1:05.0 | What do you say to someone who is dying in the next couple of weeks? |
1:09.0 | What can you say? A lot of it's nonverbal. |
1:11.0 | You have a hug and you just share that moment, don't you? |
1:14.0 | But when you walk out of that room it's like wow, I'm not seeing her again. |
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