What's up, just checking in? I'm laying in a hammock at 4.30 in the morning in Wyoming next to a creek, so that's what you're hearing is a running creek looking at the stars I can't sleep so I figured I might as well do a little pod regalia

What about you guys can you guys sleep? Do you guys wake up in the middle of the night with

fucking crippling anxiety because everything's crazy? Am I the only neurotic weirdo that can't sleep?

Sometimes I can sleep.

Sometimes I sleep.

I'm like a six and a half to seven hours

if I'm lucky sleeper, eight very rare lucky to get eight

But I woke up at 3.30 in the morning. You know when you wake up in the middle of the night and you like fuck what time is it please let it be like

five something not two thirty because I'm awake I'm up I'm thinking about everything

that's happening in the world and that's what happened now so I figured I laid in

bed for one hour not moving so I wouldn't wake up my girl next to me because

that I'm a neurotic Jew and I don't think I just don't think we're supposed to sleep in

bed with somebody else I don't think it's natural I know maybe I'm crazy but like I

want to be able to move around and stretch and not wake up another human and be responsible for them getting less sleep and it cripples me with anxiety because I'm a neurotic Jew.

So I wake up at 3.30 or I wake up at 3.30, lay there for half an hour, finally look at the phone.

It's 4 o'clock.

I'm like, ah, fuck.

All right, do the math, I went to bed at, you know, a little a little before 10 I'm like all right I got five and a half hours I guess that's good and then I try to do the old trick where you just talk to yourself and you're like, you can go back to sleep.

You can do this.

Go back to sleep.

And after about 20 minutes of that, the reality of everything happening in the world just

crumbles down on me. The reality of the

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