Hello, it's M at 100% full potential and it's Christine who we are going to be getting a low energy from the Christine today so I will be carrying the humor everybody.

Christine, how are you feeling? Like fucking trash, thank you. This is like probably the worst. Like I'm really trying my best.

With love. With love, you don't look good.

I don't, I know. And I also sat right next to a window window with and I like have no makeup on or anything and I sat like directly under like the 2 p.m. Sunlight blaring at me and it looks like I'm death warmed up like I look like a corpse today are you okay are you okay are you okay no

I am not thanks for asking I am really truly in bad shape but it's fine.

I'm having a bit of a flare.

I am. Did you not want to share that? It's having a bit of a flare.

I am.

Did you not want to share that?

Did I just look at it.

Listen, I share anything and everything.

I mean, I think the first week,

when I first thought about discussing this today, I was like, oh, I can say, you know, I'm so old now that I'm always sick, but then I remember that like,

2017, the year we started the podcast, we posted photos of you visiting me in the hospital so

apparently I've just been ill for I think you're just reconciling with the fact that

also for someone who's chronically ill for you to be having the realization now that you're always sick.

It's like, yeah girl, you're chronically ill.

I know, but that's kind of what I was saying the other day.

I was like, man, it's just like when it's in remission you forget, like how bad it is, and then suddenly it like shows up and you're like what

is this and Bla's like your partner who's a little smarter than you sometimes is

like my love it's your chronic illness and you're like, no,

couldn't be that. But, you know, anyway, I... Go ahead. You take the reins here.

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