Jessica Rose experienced deep wounds in childhood and learned a painful lesson early in life: girls get hurt. As she entered her teenage years, she tried to numb the ache of her early trauma by seeking comfort in relationships with women, who felt like a safe refuge. Over time, however, her own body began to feel like the enemy. In an effort to escape that pain and reinvent herself, she took on a new identity as a trans man named Aiden.

That was only the beginning of Jessica’s journey. Through a near-fatal suicide attempt and a life-changing encounter with God, she found the courage to stop taking testosterone and begin the process of healing. Jessica’s story is a powerful reminder that true restoration does not come from escaping who we are, but from finding our identity in Christ.

The world promises freedom through self-reinvention or surgical transformation, yet those paths often lead only to deeper emptiness. Lasting peace and purpose can be found only in Him, the One who makes all things new.

Join our new Patreon community! https://patreon.com/lilaroseshow - We'll have BTS footage, ad-free episodes, and early access to our upcoming guests.

A big thanks to our partner, EWTN, the world’s leading Catholic network! Discover news, entertainment and more at https://www.ewtn.com/

Check out our Sponsors:

-EveryLife Women: https://www.everylife.com/lila Buy diapers and women’s health products from an amazing company and use code LILA to get 10% off!

-Seven Weeks Coffee: https://www.sevenweekscoffee.com Buy your pro-life coffee with code LILA and get up to 25% off!

-We Heart Nutrition: https://www.weheartnutrition.com/ Get high quality vitamin supplements for 20% off using the code LILA.

00:00:00 - Intro

00:05:44 - Boys won't get hurt

00:11:30 - Learned "the word"

00:16:13 - So close to telling mom…

00:19:05 - Is it difficult to change “labels”?

00:27:16 - Met with one endocrinologist

00:28:13 - Hormones don’t make depression go away

00:35:00 - No matter how much Testosterone

00:36:07 - Marrying 38 y/o woman

00:42:17 - Jess as a “man”

00:47:24 - How ‘bottom surgery’ works

00:51:03 - Shocking cost of surgery

01:01:31 - Hearing the Gospel

01:10:00 - Reconnecting with mom and family

01:12:15 - Trying to become leader in church

01:27:22 - Undoing ‘manhood’ cosmetically

01:35:05 - Becoming a woman “again”

01:43:25 - Understanding real femininity/masculinity

01:53:20 - What’s next?

01:54:31 - Message for others:

01:58:41 - Churches with LGBT outreach

02:08:53 - Jessica’s message