All right. We are in a specific mood today. I don't know what's up. I love that you say it's a specific mood

but a few moments ago you said I'm in a mood that I cannot label or define. It's so vague that it's a very

specific level of vague. Yes. Oh, completely. You're you. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. We're both on the same page by we I mean me

Christine has to deal with this in real time. Sorry. No. Don't worry. I'm with you. It's a it's a combination of sleep

deprivation and also being well rested, which is why it's so vaguely specific because I spent the last

like two or three nights. I'm not kidding. Not sleeping at all. I like could not sleep for some reason. And then

last night I only slept for a short period of time but really deeply so I can't tell if I'm rested or not. So I

have had that a few times in the last two days where I keep checking if I'm dreaming. So I'm like

something feels weird like I'm not fully present in a lot. Yeah. Which maybe I'm just vibing off of you. I'm

not sure. It's also our second day recording in a row which should be interesting because M is

a leave-in to surprise Linda tomorrow. I'm leaving inside Jim's car. Oh. Yeah. I'm going to visit my mom

or by the time you've heard this I'm already gone. So I'm home and I hope you're having fun

past M because it's over. It's all over now. Why do you drink this week or is it because you don't

sleep or is it because of the vagueness? What's the reason? I mean quite a plethora of things all

in one. I right now the reason I drink if I were to give my anxiety a label it would be because I

haven't traveled in a year and I'm literally like tomorrow going to be on a plane. So I'm well

surprisingly freaked out but I think that's probably human nature because like I have I like my

brain only knows one thing now and now I'm about to like go into the public and interact with people

and I'm I've definitely developed some like like very mild agoraphobia after being quarantined

this entire time and isolated the only person outside of RJ and also I've seen Ziva. So I

it's kind of jarring to know I'm going to be in a huge space full of people and like I have to

sit next to people and it's going to freak me out a little bit. Yeah it's not fun on a regular day

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