Injicrative, the more you grow very maturely on a spiritual path,

at first you think it's about getting high and feeling all kinds of spiritual energy and so on.

Then you find out that things happen in life, because you haven't noticed,

that kind of hamper that, bring that down a little bit. And you've had times where you felt

close to God. You have times where you felt a lot of energy,

you're happy, you feel love.

And there are times in which you can't find that again.

And unfortunately, a lot of those times are more prevalent than the other times,

if you haven't noticed.

But what does one do about that when they're sincere as a spiritual seeker?

When you start, like I did, you fight.

You're supposed to feel high, you're supposed to feel Shakti, you're supposed to feel spirit,

you're supposed to believe, and just do it, fight with it,

push away now it doesn't.

Eventually, if you stay with it, you find out

that's really the opposite.

That the times you're having the most trouble,

that you feel the furthest away,

that you can't get the energy going,

are your times of greatest growth.

Because there's a reason that you don't feel the energy.

It's not there. It's always there. It's really funny during a hard time

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