Hi guys, welcome back to another episode of the Blondest Podcast. I'm your host

Savannah Boda. And I am your co-host, Tyler Jacobi. What are you doing?

Um, nothing.

So, this week, we're just giving you like a little mental update.

Yeah. Yeah. So for me, I would say the last five years, I've just been so focused on my business and building SBA and all the things which has been so

amazing and I have always struggled with like depression and anxiety and just life's fucking hard.

Like I just feel like life is just hard in general and I had like a lot of childhood trauma and

so many things and I pushed all of that away and I thought I like healed

through most of it in like high school and like you know when I was going to therapy

but you're still a kid and I feel like you're still like being created into the person that you're

supposed to be during that time too so it's like hard to heal while you're

still growing and I don't think we ever stop growing but I think there's just times in life where it's more pertinent than others.

Yeah, I also think that like your brain doesn't stop developing until you're like 25.

Yes, so my brain stopped. So what I am today is what I am.

But I think like even if when you were 19 or 20

and you thought you worked through things.

No, definitely not. Yeah. And there's a lot of trauma with like owning a business young and just so many things like that have happened to me since being in the spotlight and my career and life just happened so fast and I was still like a kid and like had

so many responsibilities and pressures and like I never want to sound ungrateful because I am

so grateful for it but you weren't prepared for I was not prepared for anything.

Like I think I went from like I don't even know if I'll make it to like 22.

Yeah, but I think that like it's also a big discussion that's happening online now on like Tik-talk where like these like big creators who are always getting K are like finally like posting up with their followers and being like

y'all need to realize I'm a human being and like yeah and I've talked to you about this

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