Will I let the fear that has been implemented in me through the media override the data?

I'm going to take us somewhere for a second.

I remember going through the pandemic, Jose, and truly not knowing what was next.

I remember never experiencing like that type of fear.

Almost to the point where the fear paralyzed me.

I didn't know whether I could shake hands or hug people that I really loved.

I remember going through the airport and my daughter putting her hand on like the escalator and I slapped the hand.

Like get your hand off there. And I and I heard me went in my pocket and got to and I slapped the hand like get your hand off there and I and I heard

me went in my pocket and got a wipe and wipe the hand and she didn't even understand like she

understood it was COVID but she I never like hit my daughter so for me to pop my hand she was like

dad I was like yo don't put your hand right there like keep your hand on mind the fear of of the information that have bombarded me put me

in the prison I didn't even understand like I couldn't love all my people the same way I couldn't make right decisions the same way I couldn't even understand, like, I couldn't love all my people the same way. I couldn't make right decisions the same way.

I couldn't accurately, like, navigate through life the way I had become accustomed to because

of a seed of fear had been planted in me.

A seed of fear had been planted in me.

Now, I'm about to say something here,

and it's not so much as geared toward anybody specifically,

but I remember when they introduced the vaccine or the shot right and I remember them saying like yo you got to get this shot and I remember like saying bro I don't trust these people enough to let them put a shot in me.

Now, I'm not saying you right or wrong for getting a shot.

I'm just saying, like, for me, I was like, do I trust these people enough for them to put a shot in me? And so I remember like backtracking, like how long, this was truly a thing for me.

I remember backtracking how long it takes to construct, test, implement, and bring a vaccine to market.

And one of the things I thought about was the AIDS virus.

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