Hey everyone. Welcome back to Grown Kid. I'm Gail. And I'm Kayla. And you know you got the holidays

approaching quicker than you might have anticipated. It's

December, blah, blah, blah. Um, unfortunately, this is the scariest time of the year for broke

bitches, aka us. Fuck. So we did just get outed. Um, yeah, especially if you have a big family

too, which we do.

And you have, like, friends that you want to give gifts for, things start to add up. And, you know, this is my first year where I am actively giving out presents, at least in my family. The previous years, they more so considered me as like, oh, it was like, she doesn't have to participate. Like, it's okay. Just give her a presence. Like she's just a student, you know, like she's, she's struggling.

She's a presence. Like, she's just a student, you know, like she's, she's struggling.

She was a student, you know? It was like, it was very just like, it's okay. You can set this one out.

Yeah.

This time around, though, I am in this secret Santa with my family and so I actually have to buy presents. And to preface this, I feel like before, when I wouldn't give out presents to everybody,

I would feel like they would view me as like a freeloader.

Your own family.

Your own family.

Even though I know they like don't think, I would hope they don't think that. Your own family. Your own family.

Even though I know they like don't think... I would hope they don't think that.

But like me and myself would be like, damn, I'm just like...

Preloading out my fucking family.

Yeah, just like receiving all these gifts and I'm just like not giving anything back.

But I would like get like small gifts.

Like fuzzy socks or like, you you know just like cute things like that

whatever fits in the bag of the store

goodbye

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