Good morning and happy Monday my friend today is actually Monday. I'm recording this

real time right now 10-20 a.m. and I've fallen behind the April and what's interesting is the idea that that even exists.

I made a commitment to put out podcasts four times a week.

And from that commitment would mean that I have to record shows in advance.

But as I sit here in the studio, I'm realizing that commitment was one that I made to

myself, which then gives me the power to alter the terms.

You see, falling behind would imply that

there's some sort of ultimate finish line,

that there's some sort of thing that I'm catching up to and I'm beginning to realize

more and more that the illusion that is time is unique. It's unique because it's this idea that exists that allows us to compare

point A to point B. Now I know as I'm saying this to you it sounds pretty

far out there. Maybe it is but thinking maybe it's not. You see I want to honor my commitment but not so much to you, to myself. And

while this show will air slightly later than the 4.30 in the morning that shows air at typically,

there's no need to run from the fact that I was just behind.

Last week, from Salt Lake City to Huntington Beach was just

behind, behind behind on the

disconnecting and then home late Saturday, then just disconnecting and spending time with my family

Saturday night and Sunday.

I'm realizing just how important that really is. Saturday night and Sunday.

I'm realizing just how important that really is.

And that while I share that it's something

that is a pivotal part of the optimized date, that whole family quadrant was sending messages of appreciation to my wife and

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