I want to start us off here by saying that obviously I just I want to make it clear I'm not

gonna kill myself I don't want to kill myself I've never I've never actually had like

actionable fantasies of self harm I don't have like depression that makes you kill

yourself I don't want to kill myself but about about an hour ago, sitting in my hotel room, reviewing the events of the previous

whatever, how many hours of the Democratic National Convention that we've witnessed and

some even taken part in, I thought really for the first time of my life, I should kill myself.

I feel like I've been, I sat, I got back to my hotel room and I was sitting there and I like intuitively turned on MSNBC because I'm just like continuing to take in all of the coverage and I'm just like I kind of know I got to keep going I should keep going and common was rapping and I got somehow in a loop like I've got the eye of the tiger yeah You're gonna hear me.

And I'm just like over and over like in my head like scream crying.

You're gonna hear me roar.

Like as like someone is beating me over the head with like red and then royal blue

and then teal. And I'm just like there's like i'm like bruised

and battered and i'm like crying and i'm like this is my fight song to infect my life song

prove my whole right song my life so Prove my

right

song

Welcome to the DNC

Do not come

I'm gonna come

You think you just fell out of a coconut tree

A bomb now

Women are good at that We can do anything

Except be president

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