They're funny, my little homie and Mrs. Cippie used to tell me that all the time.

Like, Ben, I understand the stuff that you be telling us.

He's like, I actually know white folks do this, this, that, and all that, and this is what's

happening, this is conspiracy against black man, all that.

He was like, but me is killing me.

He's like, I, I, I, it is, but everyday I go outside, it's a nigga rock.

Yeah, yeah, and then what I also noticed and what you just said, I seen it, is that anytime

we have a choice, when you hungry, it's one choice, we gotta eat.

So if that means we gotta dig out a motherfucker, we gotta calm it in and meet a motherfucker

that got the food, whether that's right or wrong, that's the bad.

No wait, let me jump in on this, because, but wait a minute, there's another person that

naturally will fast.

When it's time to eat, everybody, who's gonna eat, grab a look?

No, there's one person in that group that says, nah, you know what, if I gotta do that

to eat, I'd rather starve.

That's you.

Everybody else running like that to eat is always one, there's always two, there's always

the minimum people going to have.

What that make you think about, what do you just say?

What?

How much do you got, Ben?

All the time.

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