Hello? What is your name? My name is Allison.

Allison, how you doing? I'm good. How are you?

You know, I can't complain. I'm caffeinated. I'm alert. I'm caffeinated I'm alert I'm attentive I can't always say the same I can't always say that with confidence to be honest I've actually been getting

like a few comments on you can like comment on

podcasts on Spotify now and I'll look at my Spotify comments and I'll occasionally I'll get a few that say like is Lyle drunk and I'm like oh God people

can tell I'm not drunk but I guess I'm not always as alert and attentive as I would like to be.

I guess we can thank stimulants.

I'm on a Celsius right now, it to Celsius. I found that drinking a

Celsius or a coffee before I do one of these streams is kind of like the key

to being able to be attentive and okay but I guess that's bad right I should be able to function without caffeine but I was going to say is it a little draining I was going to say is it a little draining to like talk to people all the time?

Yeah definitely it's definitely draining but I on the day I like doing it on the days that I like doing it and like in this very moment as I'm talking to you I feel like I said very alert and attentive and good so I'm ready to

Chit-Chat on the phone. Well enough about my my dumb green little ass what's up with you man what you want to talk about today?

Not much I didn't expect you to call me tonight's like the one night that I was like maybe I won't send a text. I've been like trying a lot and I was like I'm just going to like chill and like here you are so I'm like super stoked and unprepared

well what is it you'd like to talk about well there's a few things I could talk about the

the thing that I thought would be like most therapy gecko-esque is I have so

actually tonight's like the perfect night my my dad was over tonight and he so to make it short he spent 10 years in jail and got out

about five years ago when I first graduated high school and he went to jail for I guess you could

like say attempted murder of my I call her my half mom she's basically my half

brothers mom who is also oddly enough best friends with my mom now it's a super weird interesting

relationship but yeah so he he tried to kill her and he got out of jail about five years ago and I just now started to like build a

relationship with him but there's like a little bit of a hang-up because he apparently was in a gang called the Aryan Brotherhood and he

swears it was just for like survival in jail but he still has like swastika tattoos and I don't know if you know anything about thearian

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