Until I have her home, one way to learn that, whether she walks through the door and

home to feed or I'm care.

I can't believe anything that these people say, because if I believe it, then it's me

giving up and I'll be damned if I'm going to give up.

I'm Scott Weinberger, investigative journalist and former deputy sheriff.

I'm Anna Sige-Nikolasi, former New York City homicide prosecutor and host of investigation

discoveries, true conviction.

And this is Anatomy of Murder.

You know that we often talk about what each case stands for to us and this one really

comes down to the pain of her and goes through when their child disappears.

I interviewed Desiree Ferris' mom, Patty Tam, for this podcast and obviously I talk to

a lot of family members over the years and in a lot of ways it comes second nature to

me, but all of these cases still affect us.

We're not immune.

I'm not immune from them.

This was one of those ones that when I got off that interview call, I just sat down

in quiet.

I didn't want to talk to anyone and I just needed to kind of absorb what I heard and

it really was one of the tougher ones that I remember doing in a while and I'll kind

of round back to the why at the end.

Let's talk about now Desiree Ferris.

Desiree, people across the street gave up a nickname the Stunchine because every time

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