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It's me Duncan and you are listening to the Duncan Trussel Family Hour podcast. I'm glowing

with joy right now. Glowing with happiness. I just finished three shows I was kind of nervous about.

The last one in LA was at Harmon or Starburn's Castle and the one before it was in San Francisco and

then the one before that was at the Maps Comedy banquet. All of these are, every show is important

to me. When I do an actual show show where you guys come out and buy tickets it's

serious business to me and the sense that it really freaks me out. I've been kind of like as a show

up as shows approach you go into like preparatory mode, you kind of start like you lock down, you cramp

up spiritually and you start worrying if you're me. That's what I do. You kind of write all your jokes

out and you look at them and you're like, oh, this is bullshit. I'm not going to say that up there.

Who do I think I am? What am I doing? Why am I doing this? What's happened to me that I would be

doing this strange thing? And all these neurotic thoughts go flying through your mind. And thank God

for Maps. Thank God for this incredible weekend that I spin at the Maps Psychedelic Science Conference

because something happened over the course of those few days where just whatever the blockage was

that was making me neurotic when it comes to stand up comedy seemed to just get blasted away.

And I'm not sure exactly what did it. I'm speculating here. I really don't know. So I'm just going

to say it was the sum total of all the amazing interactions I had with the amazing people at that

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