Yeah, y'all thought warriors.

What is up how our learning is on, is Ivan Lacing Jr.

And it's me Rachel and Lindsay.

Rachel, how are you?

Okay.

I think it's important. There's a lot of people out there are concerned.

You know that your family's going through a hard time right now.

I think it's important to check in and just make sure you're feeling okay and give you an opportunity to just talk about how you're feeling and stuff.

I will say that I'll reserve what I want to say about my grandmother at the end, but it's you just never prepare

even when you know that health is declining and you know my grandmother was 86 she would have been 87 February 1st but I'm I'm just yeah we're

we're doing okay we're we're doing okay it comes in waves.

Pretty hairs okay?

Pretty hairs, you know, I will tell you one thing that I see through all of this because you know I got to call Tuesday

That she was her health was declining and so I I got to call Monday and I left Tuesday

And I'm just glad I got to be there, say goodbye.

You know, that was like a big fear of mine.

But one thing I've realized about my mom,

if I didn't know already and I did, just seeing it she's just really incredible and strong and I don't mean that is in like you don't check on you know my mom was she's obviously going through it and she's

hurting but just the way that she has rallied you know like comforted me you know when

I'm trying to comfort her her siblings stepped, stepped up, make sure things are done, she's the oldest, so I think it's also kind of natural in the oldest, but you know, she's hurting, but she's, you know, comforted in the way that my grandmother went and the life

that she lived. Okay well we love you I love you and. You know, it's we talked about it. You were talking about you know going home and stuff. I thought about the fact now say to see anyone if you have a chance to say goodbye, you should say goodbye.

Because, you know, like, it's one thing to be able to rush down there and say goodbye.

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