Sarah Rogop clearly remembers the day when the things she feared most happened.

It was the last week that I was thought that I would be pregnant.

And it was a Sunday night, and we had both fallen asleep, and it was about midnight that I just woke up.

I wasn't in pain.

Something just didn't feel right inside of my body, inside my heart.

I just knew something was not right.

And so I got up and I spent the entire night until about 5 a.m., trying to get the baby to move. Just doing everything that I could

think of to get baby to move and by 5 a.m. was not successful and at that point I began to

panic and had done spent a lot of time throughout the night praying and pleading with the Lord.

And so about 5 a.m. I woke Mark up and I said, I've been up all night. I've been trying to get the baby to move and I can't get the baby to move.

And something does not seem right.

This is the Reviver Hearts podcast with Nancy DeMoss Walgamuth, author of Surrender,

The Heart God Controls. For April 24th, 2023, I'm Dana Gresh. You know, when tragedy strikes or we face suffering and loss, how do we deal with our grief?

Is it okay to lament?

Aren't we supposed to be joyful all the time?

We're about to explore these questions with Mark Vrogop.

He's been on Revive Our Hearts before with his wife, Sarah, whom we just heard from. Mark is

lead pastor of College Park Church in the Indianapolis area and a good friend to Revive Our Hearts.

Here's Nancy to start off the conversation.

Mark, as we were listening to that clip that we aired several years ago on Revive Our Hearts,

I heard you just take a deep breath, just a sigh.

And I know that brings back unbelievable memories for you.

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