This episode contains death and suicide-related material that might be sensitive to some audiences.

Listener discretion is advised.

Your heart jumps into your throat as your head nearly slams into the seat in front of you.

Taking a second to calm your nerves and allow the adrenaline

rush to pass, you take a deep breath and sit back into the bus seat. After sitting back and taking

a few deep breaths, you realize it has done nothing to stop the sweatbeats from forming on your

palms. Confusion starts to cloud your thoughts. Why should you be

nervous? This is quite possibly the most exciting day of your life. You're finally taking initiative,

finally going to be able to make a real difference in the world. If only your family could see it that way.

The past few days, they have been hounding you with phone calls and trying to convince

you to move back in with them.

They just don't understand a phrase you have been constantly repeating to yourself

ever since you became involved with a new church.

The noise startles you out of your thought.

If you consider ignoring the call,

confident she'll just be repeating the same argument

you've been having for the last month.

However, this may be the last time

you'll be able to hear her voice for a while.

Remembering this fact, you decide to answer.

Hello? Hello? remembering this fact you decide to answer Hello Hello

Honey? Are you all right?

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