Cult- Love Has Won and "Mother God" (PATREON VAULT RELEASE)
That's So Fcked Up
Ashley Love Richards
4.5 • 541 Ratings
🗓️ 27 November 2023
⏱️ 78 minutes
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Summary
Today we're taking you alllll the way back to May of 2021 when Ash and one of her amazing former co-hosts Cam talked about Colorado cult Love Has Won! At the time of the recording, "Mother God" had been found dead just weeks prior. It's not been two and half years and a great documentary just came out on HBO!
Check out the YouTube LIVE we did recently to talk about the documentary!
Watch Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God here!
Ash covers Love Has Won and the mysterious death of its leader Amy Carlson, aka "Mother God". Before her death, Mother God was a belligerent and abusive alcoholic who claimed to be paralyzed from the waist down (videos prove otherwise). She and her group, including Jason Castillo, one of many "Father God"s over the years, had been doing daily livestreams on YouTube since the mid 2000s, gaining followers by selling magical phone healing sessions, "god squad" apparel, etc... the usual. But it appears that Love Has Lost, as Carlson's mummified corpse was found wrapped in a sleeping bag and Christmas lights, with glitter surrounding her hollow eye sockets, in a makeshift shrine less than three weeks ago.
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| 0:00.0 | She started to believe, and I think continued to until she died, that she birthed all of |
| 0:08.7 | creation, including the planets, the stars, the people, earthing, the whole shebang, and that |
| 0:16.1 | she's been reincarnated over and over for 19 billion years in an attempt to save humanity. |
| 0:23.7 | And like I said, this is her 534th incarnation. |
| 0:30.4 | That is so fucked up. |
| 0:33.6 | It's fucked up. |
| 0:34.3 | So fucked up. |
| 0:41.6 | It is just so damn Fucked up |
| 0:44.9 | That's fucked up |
| 0:46.4 | Ocky-dokey |
| 0:51.2 | Wednesday |
| 0:52.3 | Hump Day |
| 0:53.4 | Let's get our Let's get our true crime on. |
| 0:56.6 | E-O, E-O, E-O. |
| 0:58.3 | This one's going to be good. |
| 0:59.5 | I'm excited to hear about this. |
| 1:01.4 | Ooh, okay. |
| 1:02.5 | I'm excited that you're excited. |
| 1:04.3 | That gets me going. |
| 1:05.8 | Yeah, baby. |
| 1:07.6 | Hey, everybody. |
| 1:08.9 | Welcome back to the podcast. |
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