Cosmosis: Origins

Cosmosis [Formerly The UFO Rabbit Hole]

SpectreVision Radio

Social Sciences, Science, Society & Culture, Documentary

4.5 • 1K Ratings

🗓️ 31 October 2025

⏱️ 65 minutes

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Summary

What happens when the search for truth leads you past the point of no return? In the first episode of Cosmosis: Origins, Kelly and Jay step out of the studio and back into the field—returning to the places where their lives first collided with the unknown. Through moments of honesty and reflection, they revisit the experiences that shattered their understanding of reality and the friendship that was forged in the fire of shared initiation. From childhood encounters with luminous beings to life-altering contact events in adulthood, Origins traces the unlikely path that brought them together—and the moral injuries, secrets, and strange grace that came in the aftermath. As they leave behind the noise of UFO discourse to follow the signal deep into the Ohio River Valley, they ask what it means to rebuild belief from the ruins of certainty. This is where the next chapter of Cosmosis begins.Music for Cosmosis is by Michael Rubino. The show is brought to you by SpectreVision Radio. ✨ Join the conversation and go deeper: Cosmosis Community on Patreon – ad-free episodes, monthly calls, private Discord, and more: CosmosisCommunity.com Cosmosis: UFOs & A New Reality – now streaming on Amazon, Apple TV, and multiple platforms: Cosmosis.Media Watch Cosmosis: UFOs & A New Reality: https://www.cosmosis.media/ Join the Patreon: https://cosmosiscommunity.com Subscribe to Cosmosis: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Cosmosis.Podcast Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7KnyktIs059pbVdccD020D?si=f3835f36a8cb479d Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/cosmosis-formerly-the-ufo-rabbit-hole/id1595590107 Follow Cosmosis X: https://x.com/cosmosis_media Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/12EEyNVPucu/?mibextid=wwXIfr Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cosmosis.media Listen to the Cosmosis Soundtrack by Michael Rubino: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5Xvs2NAHNbKjfW7hWkjqey?si=pJPPgIPsRZGkZjJh19UULQ Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/cosmosis-ufos-a-new-reality-season-one-original-soundtrack/1788465117 Amazon: https://amazon.com/music/player/albums/B0DS5WY5CB?marketplaceId=ATVPDKIKX0DER&musicTerritory=US&ref=dm_sh_zY05XPzhLhuow5dAgK3g2W9yC TIMESTAMPS 00:31 Childhood Encounters with the Unknown 06:39 The Power of Stories and Beliefs 08:52 A Life-Changing Experience 18:16 The Birth of the UFO Rabbit Hole Podcast 20:16 A New Friendship and Collaboration 26:21 A Dark Turn in 2023 29:42 Struggling with Silence and Truth 34:16 Moving Forward 35:22 Reconnecting in Appalachia 36:55 Discussing the UFO Discourse 41:35 Fieldwork and Personal Revelations 43:01 Window Areas 44:48 A Mother's Perspective 49:27 Accepting Anomalous Experiences 54:14 Embracing the Weirdness 59:01 Final Reflections and Cheers Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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0:00.0	You live your whole life and then in one second you learn what it's like for primal terror to swallow you, mind and body.
0:16.0	He was standing in the hallway, lit only on his left side by the bulb. Just as he appeared in
0:28.4	the photograph I'd found, he was very small, much shorter than his brother, my father, Eric.
0:36.0	The family had said he'd always been boy-faced and a bit skinny. Now, standing
0:41.0	there, he looked old and sick as well, but he looked angry too. Not for a moment that I think he was
0:50.2	alive and some terrible mistake had been made. I knew instinctively that he was not really there,
0:57.8	that I was looking at Herman in the depleted physical state he had died in. He was wrong,
1:05.8	he said again, his whole body trembling slightly. He jabbed his finger toward me, almost in tears.
1:13.7	I could have been a chemist.
1:15.6	I had the grades.
1:18.3	I think I tried to speak then, but it was stable.
1:22.3	Uncle Herman kept his finger pointed in a threatening way,
1:26.6	as if it were up to me to change the past.
1:30.3	He turned with creaky slowness and took a couple of steps deeper into the hallway, toward the kitchen,
1:37.3	leaving all light behind him, becoming a silhouette.
1:41.3	He turned back just before he reached the threshold of the other room. His face was a
1:46.8	black blur, but his voice was still clear. There's a fourth body, you know, he said, voice,
1:54.9	hoarse. Shovel still in the shed.
2:02.7	Knife Point Horror.
2:08.9	Tales of supernatural suspense written, produced and narrated by Soren Narnia.
2:15.2	Now transmitting from Spectrevision Radio, anywhere you hear podcasts. Cosmosis Origins can be enjoyed as an audio podcast,
2:34.4	but it's also the first in our new Travelog series,
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