Hey, it's NPR's Book of the Day. I'm Andrew Limbong. When the writer of a memoir reveals

they've done something bad, what are they hoping to accomplish? Sometimes it's a public

apology, sometimes it's a, oh, here's how that went down from my perspective. But is there a third

option here? It's a question I thought about listening to today's interview.

It's between NPR Sasha Fifer and the renowned photographer Corey Richards,

whose new memoir is titled The Color of Everything.

In the interview, they talk about him copping to some of the kind of crappy things he's done

and his intention behind talking about it publicly.

And Sasha presses him on,

Is this an earnest attempt at communicating something about yourself, or is this just attention seeking? That's after the

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podcasts. Corrie Richards has climbed some of the world's highest peaks and almost lost his life on some of them.

You may have seen his famous self-portrait of his ice-crusted face after he was caught in an avalanche while mountain climbing in the Himalayas.

He says he loved the outdoors, starting when he was young, but also had a troubled childhood.

I was a gifted kid.

I went to high school two years early.

So my second year in high school, my grades sort of fell off a cliff.

And there was more and more upset in the home.

And then I ended up dropping out of high school altogether.

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