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🗓️ 18 January 2022
⏱️ 42 minutes
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0:00.0 | This episode of Cheat contains some descriptions of sexual misconduct that some listeners may find triggering. |
0:06.0 | So just a heads up, you guys might want to choose where and how you listen to today's episode. |
0:21.0 | Imagine, you're a young kid from an orthodox Jewish background. |
0:26.0 | Your understanding of the world around you is viewed through the prism of an ultra-strict understanding of the Torah. |
0:32.0 | The Jewish holy book, that's thousands of years old. |
0:36.0 | You're not even supposed to watch TV. |
0:39.0 | You don't know anyone outside your tiny community. |
0:42.0 | You grow up in Crown Heights, New York, sure, but you're totally cut off from the culture of the city. |
0:49.0 | Sex is never ever discussed, but you know that you're sexually different to all your brothers and sisters. |
0:55.0 | I would definitely say that during my teenage years, especially around the ages of 12 to 13, it became very, very clear that I was gay. |
1:05.0 | That's Heim Levin. |
1:08.0 | And at the same time, 13-year-old Heim started to realize he's gay, he was also preparing for his bar mitzvah. |
1:15.0 | The Jewish right of passage, which marks a child's transition into adulthood. |
1:20.0 | One of the customs is to read from the Torah, which is the Old Testament. |
1:24.0 | It's an incredibly important ceremony. The whole community comes together. |
1:29.0 | And on the day, center stage in the synagogue was teenage Heim. All eyes were on him. |
1:36.0 | The Torah portion that was assigned to me was the Torah portion that condemned homosexual behavior. |
1:43.0 | And so, at the age of 13, on my bar mitzvah, on the day that, you know, I'm supposedly becoming a man, |
1:49.0 | I was reading in the synagogue this Torah portion about the prohibition against homosexuality. |
1:57.0 | So just picture, I'm standing there. A 13-year-old kid, nervous as hell, knowing that he's gay. |
2:05.0 | He cleared his throat to begin reading the following words. |
2:11.0 | A man shall not lie with another man as one lies with a woman, as an abomination. |
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