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Just a warning, this episode contains descriptions of suicidal thoughts. From what I've seen,

he had a very good lifestyle, expensive watches, nice places to live.

He certainly had a top of the range of Mercedes for the top of my head.

Travelled a lot, had use of his wife's families flat in London.

He's got no criminal record.

He's not known to law enforcement anywhere in the world prior to this.

So, you know, he had all of the

front of a successful legitimate businessman. I've relived this in my head over and over so many

times because it was just horrendous. It's 6am on a late spring morning in northern England.

The sun has already risen.

On the top floor of a terraced house,

a woman is peacefully asleep.

I was just on my own in bed.

I remember I didn't have any underwear on.

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