Hey there. I just wanted to say this is the last episode that I'm going to put out this year.

It's been a lot. Thank you for listening. It has been such an honor to be in your ears and I hope you

enjoy this finale. I'll have an addendum at the end about the future of the show and little

ways you can help if you'd like to hear more but that's all I'll say for now.

Okay here we go.

When I was little I thought that my favorite color was blue, but it was interesting because I had never seen blue.

And so I have no recollection of why this was the case.

Matthew has never seen blue,

nor has he ever seen any other color, ever.

I have no perception of it because I've never seen it.

I don't imagine it because I don't have the capacity to

imagine it. I can list you names. I know we have fuchsia and we have burgundy

and those I think are shades of red, but it is a huge memory strain.

It's another list of vocab to memorize.

When I, as a blind person,

I'm trying to understand the world of clothing that is out there

it's like dealing with the language that you never will be able to speak.

But Matthew still tries to speak this language he He still has to get dressed.

Because everyone's looking at you. You're a blind person in a sight of world.

Like it or not, as a blind person. I remember I asked my dad when I was little.

He was saying that I had to turn my head to face people,

which was a foreign concept to me because the ears are surround devices.

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