having your mother pass away, that is abandonment.

Yes.

You know, and the little baby thinks, what did I do?

So thank you for being here.

I'm so happy to meet you face to face.

Me too.

I'm a little starstrap.

I have to say.

I'm just so excited and honored that you asked me to do this.

And I could literally talk about this program and stuff all day long.

So, and speaking of what you were just speaking of, I, you know, if I think about the old me, I would think that I would

possibly turn this opportunity down for fear of not doing a good enough job or not doing what you

needed or crying or something like that. I would turn it down. But now I just look at it like the same way I'm going to power through

and if any of those things happened well that's what the way it is so and I learned that from you so

yeah I really I'm getting goosebumps it's an interesting space because I'm so focused on your

outcome I'm so focused on yeah did she get it I'm so focused on your outcome. I'm so focused on, did she get it?

I'm so focused on, you know, this idea that there's a more healed version of a human being on planet Earth,

who is less oppressed and suppressed and is less cloaked by shame and has more mental tools in her toolshed

or his toolshed.

That's all I focus on.

I don't focus on me at all.

So when people say I'm a little starstruck, I always laugh.

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