Thank you so much for joining us once again.

It is the Knightly Pleasures podcast.

I am your host and the author of The Peace You're Going to Hear Today, The Grey Night.

You can call me Daddy, you can call me Jack.

Have you ever made a terrible mistake in your life?

Have you ever done something that you know as soon as you did it?

Right?

As soon as the adrenaline wore off, as soon as you did it, right? As soon as the adrenaline wore off,

as soon as you came down from the dizzying heights of your own emotional obfuscation,

that your world had changed for the worst because of what you had just done.

You messed up, and there's no other way to put it.

There's no other way out.

There's no way to move forward without some lament and regret, and that you're going to have to work

at that forward perspective for the rest of your life. Because I have made such a mistake recently,

and I can sum it up with two words for you.

Barbecue Casidia.

Now, hold on. Don't laugh at me.

I'm revealing intimate pain from my soul. When you think about it, when you really,

really think about it, if somebody makes a sweet and tangy barbecue sauce, tomato base.

Is it really all that different than a red enchilada sauce?

Right?

Especially if there's chili in the barbecue.

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