So it was a complete roller coaster ride. I mean that that was the that was the whole thing and that you know roller coasters can be fun

You know roller coasters are great. I love them, but not when they go on for a year

Welcome to episode 45 of the recovery show. We are continuing to record our episodes live.

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This episode is brought to you by Jenny. She used the donation button on our website.

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contribution. This episode is for you. Whether you want it or not. I mean chaos come

on. We are

who have lived or the family members of alcoholics and addicts who have found a path to serenity and happiness. We who live or have lived with a seemingly hopeless problem of addiction understand as perhaps few others can.

So much depends on our own attitudes and we believe that changed

attitudes can aid recovery. Why do we co-dependence create chaos? Why do addicts

create chaos? How do we find islands of serenity within chaos? You guessed it. Today we're going to talk about chaos.

Before we begin, we would like to state that though we and our guests may be in a 12-step program we represent ourselves

rather than the program. During this show we will share our own experiences as they relate to

the topic of chaos. The opinions expressed here are strictly those of the person who gave them.

Take what you like and leave the rest.

We hope that you will find something in our sharing that speaks to your life.

My name is Spencer and I will be your host today.

Joining me as co-host Kelly, how are you today, Kelly? I am fantastic, Spencer, thank you. today.

I am fantastic, Spencer, thank you.

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