I believe you are one decision away from a different life.

But why do you think that's so hard for people to understand?

Why are we giving the worst to the people that we love the most?

I know for a fact that it was her who sold this to the media.

You can always leave any relationship, any diner room table, any text chain.

You're not stuck. That's a lie you tell yourself.

I hope you know how many lives you've changed.

Oh, no. You can too. This is more than a show. It's a window into my world and the stories that make it meaningful.

Welcome to Chloe in Wonderland. Number one, so honored and

thankful that you agreed to do this podcast with me. I've seen videos and interviews of you from

years and years ago. And so the years that you have been this person,

and yes, there's been growth and evolution, but you've never lost sight of who you are authentically.

And that I'm so in love with. Well, I think I have lost sight of who I am. And for most of my life, I really struggled. I mean, whether it was crippling anxiety

or having ADHD and not knowing or dyslexia and not knowing. And so it wasn't until I hit my 40s.

And I got myself into a situation. And we all find ourselves in these situations in life where

the life that you thought you were going to have is not the one that you're in. And for me,

what that meant is my husband and I found ourselves $800,000 in debt, three kids under the

age of 10, friends and family had invested in the

business. And I had never had a vision for my life of being an alcoholic or getting divorced

or not being able to get out of bed. I mean, Chloe, it got to the point where I would,

I was the kind of person that would literally lay in bed and hit the

snooze button four or five times a morning and I was hung over and I would lay in that bed and I

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