Chain of Command part 3
PRETEND
Javier Leiva
4.7 • 2.6K Ratings
🗓️ 26 May 2026
⏱️ 33 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | True Story Media |
| 0:05.4 | Before we start, I just want to let you know that this episode, we discuss a sexual assault, and if that is triggering, this might not be the episode for you. |
| 0:17.1 | All right, let's start the show. |
| 0:22.7 | I'm Ruben-assiano Jr. My parents are still in NTCC. |
| 0:28.5 | Ruben says he's one of the lost children of NTCC. |
| 0:33.0 | He says he wasn't recruited outside his barracks. |
| 0:36.1 | He did not choose this life. |
| 0:38.7 | He was born into the religious sect. |
| 0:41.8 | So I spent pretty much my entire life, or I should say my formative years in the church, |
| 0:49.2 | I would say as far back as I can remember, my memories are founded on NTCC. I just remember just life being |
| 0:59.2 | dominated by the church. I've wrestled for so many years with just sharing my account of what I |
| 1:08.5 | went through in NTCC. And it's very hard when you have kind of been programmed to not have a voice, to not have an identity. |
| 1:19.6 | Today, we're going to hear from the children who were born or raised at NTCC. |
| 1:24.6 | We're going to learn what it's like for a 12-year-old girl growing up in the church. |
| 1:29.8 | The lack of control over how she dresses, her body, the man she'll eventually marry. |
| 1:36.1 | And we're going to look at how that culture of grooming children at NTCC can lead to some |
| 1:41.9 | horrifying consequences. |
| 1:47.5 | I'm Javier Leva, and this is Pretend. |
| 1:51.5 | Stories about real people pretending to be someone else. |
| 2:03.6 | You know, The The I'm not have to be honest with yourself and I am not a good dancer. I'm not good at sports. And I am not good at |
| 2:37.3 | shopping and buying clothes for myself. So thank God for Quince. Because Quince sponsors this show, |
| 2:43.8 | I decided, hey, you know what? Spring is here. I need some new clothes. So I made the leap and I bought |
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